I finally finished subtitling the scene that Roulette and I did that was virtually ruined due to Jerry’s poor camera work.

I hope you like it.

For those of you who might be interested, Mistress Roulette and I recorded an interview immediately after we filmed the Tease and Denial scene whereby she tied me up, teased my cock, fucked me with her strap-on, and would not let me come.

It was quite an intense scene, which you can view here if you’d like. Here’s the free Youtube interview.

We’re putting out a new video and have roughly 90 minutes from it (we do very long scenes). We’re not going to be able to use this clip because of the poor audio quality, which is a shame because I think it has a lot of power. In the future, we’re going to use a better mike set-up so that people can hear me better.

Strap-On and Tease Video Preview

Here’s what we’re saying:

MR: Is there anything you wanted to talk about before I go get it?

P: Please, can I come if you fuck me?

MR: Please what?

P: Can I come if you fuck me?

MR: Probably not

P: Please

MR: Remember, what I put on the calendar?

P: Yes, but please.

MR: But why would I change it?

P: You know I feel scared.

MR: I do

P: That I feel really vulnerable, and I might feel angry with you. it’s so not fair. Particularly if you come.

MR: And what do I always say?

P: I don’t know?

MR: If you start to get angry. If you start to really feel, distant, and incomplete. We can talk about it, and we can negotiate it. But right now, I think I should fuck you, and tease you. And you shouldn’t come. OK>

P: OK.

I get this question a lot. So much, it’s almost surprising I’ve not tackled it before now. Though, perhaps, because I really don’t have much of an answer. For me, it doesn’t seem to so much be activity-oriented as it is geared toward a certain individual. To wit, I enjoy just about anything with my boyfriend — be it over-the-top kinky, or almost vanilla. I had a great time getting to explore Domina M‘s wonderful nickel talons with the lovely bound Guinevere — likely because there’s a good deal of sisterly affection. Had I been trying out my domina chops with someone less pleasant, or overly critical, it wouldn’t have been nearly the fun, esteem-building experience it was.

Of course, I run into an issue then in my professional life when asked that famous question: ‘What do you enjoy, Mistress?’ What the hell do I enjoy? Are there any activities that are entirely independent of whether or not I’m enjoying them with a particular person, or type of person? There might be, but, considering I choose not to play (seriously) outside of my relationship, I’m much more aware of those that I know I share with my boyfriend only. Strap-on’s a good example. It’s definitely something I love to do — especially for the effects it has upon him and his behaviour — but only with him. Though, oddly enough, I do love to talk about it. Actually, my NiteFlirt callers get that quite a lot (more…)